In roughly 51 AD Paul made the following statement about himself in 1 Corinthians 15:9 “I am the least of all the apostles.” To me, that statement reflects humility. As he looks around at the other apostles he concludes “I am the least.”
Approximately 10 years later in about 61 AD Paul writes the following statement: “I am less than the least of all God’s people” (Ephesians 3:8). While that could be perceived as humble, many would see that statement as overly demeaning. Perhaps Paul is using a sort of literary hyperbole, not intending for people to take it literally, but rather catch his self-deprecating tone.
About three years later in approximately 64 AD he takes it even further in stating, “Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners—of whom I am the worst” (1 Timothy 1:15). Notice, he did not say “I used to be the worst.” He said, “I am the worst.”
Modern popular psychology would conclude that Paul has a terrible self-esteem problem. Notice the downward spiral over a thirteen year span: “least of the apostles, less than the least of all God’s people, the worst of sinners.” What is wrong with this guy?
I think grace has a way of boosting us without inflating us and humbling us without destroying us. The more we understand of the amazing grace of God, the more we are… well, … amazed. Show me an arrogant, strutting Christian and I’ll show you someone who doesn’t know God very well.
Paul’s grace story made him humble.
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